making up words

while you're deconstructing--
making sense of disatered days
resented parents ways
doing inventory on wasted smiles
driving, driving clocking miles
ashing cigarettes out the window
digging regret out of hollow
while you play picture shows on repeat
road tripping pondering the economy
the definition of being free


go ahead..
put your foot on the gas
take that weight of
that empty frame on your shoulders
put it in your calloused thoughts
by way of another shot
more importantly
by way of your fingertips
sing your life on your lips
while you fortaliciously drive
fly
float
construct your fucking boat, man
one shitty 'i will never remember you ever' at a time




cause while you're busy deconstructing
it's the most amazing thing


you heal.