how long does it take to watch it all crumble
july 1 1999
november 4 2005
came back home with him almost a year ago
november 7 to be exact
somewhere in the midst of our conversation i switched my rings to my other hand
i always said it was just show for the nyc thugs
feels a little naked now
put him to bed with words
the most important ones i hope he heard through his sleep
i love you
i love you
i love you
we agreed to stop pretending
pictures have been deleted
i'm fucking tired
he said someone else gets to meet you
after all this
and still all i want is you
why
gave me some reasons
always does
fighting now
it is worth the save
but not like this
so this is it
the break
it started with the breaking of the eucharist
it ended with a heart
no time wasted
no regrets
we're family
which means there is no sugar-coating
it is the end of a chapter
but we are family
which means to love and support
no matter what
to love someone more than your own desires
he said you always do what you think is right
one of his reasons
he really believes that
i really believe that
the cookie didn't crumble
it was just eaten
just cooking up a new batch
i said we're doing more for each other like this
then pretending there is still something to eat
exhausted
no poetic lines
not this morning
a year of stripping us down
a year of really looking at each other
and arriving at the courage to say good bye to us
shaking hands with the end
Friday, November 4, 2005
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