favorite scattered rambled

it was my favorite, you know
when you let it go
looked at me
and really looked
and cried
for all the years lost
the memories missed

i just want to write
about it all
i wouldn't know where to start
don't want to close my eyes
don't want to miss it
not now

i kinda want to curl up and weep for a few days
just a few
then pick myself up
dust it all off
and then dance
sing

i'm right here
here
my feet on the ground
flying

someone was praying for all of us
and i just wanted to thank you
just wanted to extend my gratitude

i don't know
my back hurts
my bones are strained
i don't know

i'll get a grip
i'll sort it out
i always do

till then
here
here i am
in all my ramblings
all my blessings


blessings
it's like my favorite word
truly is
keep safe that special
hold securely those treasures
precious
so precious
ephemeral magic
you feel for lifetimes

it's what keeps me going