and the words

And the words
I wanted to save every one
They were the stuff that dreams were made of
The stuff of dreams coming true

I never really believed
Until that night
Like I never really believed in death
I never really believed in

You came back
And said all the saids
That were rehearsed while my eyes were closed
Missing every day

Heroes and demons
Never really let go
History on repeat
Promises broken
Prayers spoken

And the stranger wrote
I dont share of my dreams
In fear of them not coming true
But I say share

Just make sure its to the people who truly care
Share them with your eyes open




And then we cried
five martyrs around a table
we all paid a price
all proved that we were able
all bet on blank dice

I dont know what to say
Nothing comes out right
Tell me I dont have to hurt anymore
Ill just keep typing till it pours out differently

But it doesnt see
Maybe if I pray more
Ill grow an ear
Apparently dreams do come true
So Ive been shown
So Ive grown to learn

My face right now must be stoic
Numb
Feeling so much
But feeling so calm

The chapter is finally over
The hell on earth endured
There is a light
And I am blessed again

Did I take care of myself this time?
Was the oxygen mask secure?
So long the journey
So long still

The struggle now
Is to hold on to free
Im putting my seatbelt on
My seatbelt on

What it all means
What tears are for now
Laughter and pain
Fuck I dont know
Did it all just happen
All that
All those words
Apologies and forgiveness
Ella
Tomorrow
Derek
Darion
Dante
Dion
Darryl jonathon
Arianna
Darius
Aida
Emily
Miles
Family
One
Mine
Ours