fill your cup with someone else

cheap
second hand
left over
same shit, different face
know nothing about sustaining love
know nothing about love
at least not the way i know it
getting caught up in tangled webs

it's old
this is not me
i'm coming clean
gonna get rid of all these spiderwebs

you're bullshit

and that's not poetry
i'm typing with one finger i'm so over it

not mad
not sad
just-
aware
just-
done

you got what you wanted
i got what i needed

gotta go
gotta throw out the trash

how'd you get mixed in with the rest of my things?
ew
get out
yuck
yucky
you don't keep very well after the initial taste
always fonder in memory
but those are going to
they disgust me

cheap
false
fake
gross
all that love crap
with you?
it's a joke
you made a joke out of me
ew

<3<3
:):)
to your career... always
that's all that really mattered all along anyway
your music. support. always.
part of the soundtrack of my life.
love it. truly.
i'm a fan.
and that is very real.
very special.
you are in heavy rotation in my car.


you+me+blue hair and coffee and kiss and kangaroo and 23 and enter the hurt enter the heart and text after text after text and sex and song and poem song poem text kiss texttexttext... ew. yuckkkkkk. only when you're driving. when no one else is up to respond to you.

dude. i'm so much more.
geez. i disgust myself!


that was pathetic.
glad we got that one over and done with.


congratulations mikey! seriously.
with all the awesome wonderful amazing things you're going through.
FILL YOUR CUP YO!


that's it:)
i'll try to come to a show sometime when we're in the same city.
be good.
you know my number if you ever need a dose of me.



<3 that one girl who's always up
good night i'm sleepy


ps.. ALASKA