in the grind

turns out we really do attract exactly who we are

met this kid, somewhat recently, who seems to mirror my very heart



what the fuck does that mean?




well... in this moment, i truly don't have the time to explain
which in itself, proves my point exactly






i don't know...
some day when i'm looking back at these words,
i'll remeber
it'll make sense to me as it does in this moment

or not


i just know
i know
today
my heart is in tact

my tribe is clear
and for them, i would die
if need be
i would seize to exist


or rather, it is because of them, i choose to live
to keep going, to keep believing in all these silly dreams


i know a thing or two about a hard days work
and i also know about boundaries
these days magic moments are plenty
but not without the price of some genuine full-hearted effort




i still believe that pipe dream of building my little army
and i still faith on the man standing beside me while embarking that life-long endeavor
but meanwhile, i attract what i put out
and for the time being i am my priority
me and all the faces and dreams and hopes and better days i represent


and the funny thing is
he's doing the exact same thing



someday soon i will make that one guy my number one
and i'll be his
but for now, there's too much at stake

... like our own souls