my jaw clicks
alot
and i think it's part of the reason
for some tremendous headaches
don't feel too well these days
want to let everything go
when i am alone
i imagine i can be alone forever
sleep forever
want to sleep forever
and when there are people around me
i guess i'm ok
i guess there's a lot to be thankful for
i'm in a funk
and i'm not sure what i can do to get myself out of
i have this show i can put my energy in
but fear has overtaken me
fear of losing my dignity
but i've already lost if i don't do it
fuck fuck fuck
it hurts
to be me
it hurts always i gues
to be anyone
to live and take it up the ass in the front
ripped and torn
yeah yeah
it's all too much bullshit
i'm leaning into it
rolling around in it
staying still
paralized
rethinking and rethinking my life
and puking all over everything good
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