before i go on with my life
i just wanted to say
when there is nothing left to say
see i really loved the part
lost between your collar bone and your ear lobe
and i really prayed on the thought of being in your eyes for awhile
like watching you age for a bit
watching me grow for a minute
i really can't explain life choices and responsibility i am obliged to
that i feel that i am obliged to
can't explain family
ohana
everywhere i'm from
all the people that affect me
all the people that i keeep close to me
i don't know what could have been
what i should have done
how i could have been a better person
i try to be the best
at least for me
try to honor the choices i've already made
try to serve those who show me what loyalty means everyday
i don't know man
something about running my fingertips through your unwashed hair
sneaking in a kiss at a bbq
touching you tender
touching you rough
for no reason
not apparently at least
just simply cause i adore you
... and now i am
without you
and that's okay
i know
i know
whatever
a couple of weeks
so sweet
so nice
and the chemistry is gone
i accept that
i single handedly broke that
hurt that
i know
so i'll let go now
that's it, as you say
and i'm so sorry
i wasn't enough
i didn't come through
and you, sir
are so amazing
and i, sir
am so stoked for the girl who gets to hold you awhile
who deserves you for awhile
i'm an asshole dude
i get it
i understand
but i'm just me
so far from any kind of perfect
it is all good
even in hurt
but i'll do right
i'll always do what i think is right
i'm not as careless as you think
and i don't feel much like proving to you my heart
but so
so very
close
our hearts
just for a few ephemeral moments
fucking wonderful
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
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