Saturday, March 18, 2006

i wanna know how you sleep at night ... or ever

i'm flipping the fuck out



can't stop it








anxiety











everything







my body is resisting this life










don't know


anything


it's ok it's ok
i'll be fine
just need a minute




gonna wash it off








fuck



fuck






it's ok its ok its ok

i just can't slow it down long enough



in the middle of rush and i never clock out




it's cool. i'm cool. i'm tough. i can take it. this too shall pass. don't need help.
i got this one


i got it
cool


good







fuuuuucccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
coolcoolcoolcoolcoolcool
i know i know i know
i got it i can do it i got it i'll take it
it's ok ok ok ok ok ok



gonna wash it off
walk giant
clean house
cook
go to work
a double again
no drugs
no drugs
no drugs
no pill
i got it




face it
i get it
face it

okay sing
okay dance
okay act
ok now
ok work
ok yes
ok always
ok love
ok sure
ok what
no ok i heard you
ok i'm coming
ok i'll be there
ok there i am
ok i'm present
ok i said it
ok i did it
ok it's on me
ok my responsibility
ok change
ok i got it already
ok take me to the hospital
ok give me some morphine
ok sleep forever
ok not today
ok i miss you
ok i don't
alright already
no more
no more arianna no more
stop
sleep

live
no sleep
no sing
no tap---- right---- now!
ok pay attention to me
no pay attention to me
no look at me
listen to me
help me
tell me
right ok here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
here
gone

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