last call for the asshole ball

so we began to dance
another spark, another flare
you and me in our trance
remember when we left nothing to spare

quick and fast we were going
the fire was lit
roll dawgs as it were
all attached at the hip

then there was no phone call, just a text then press send
a dance and a hug, an expression of love
then tell me you're mad at me just for being a friend

startled and hurt
once open and real
now proving to be
a slap on the hand, just a temporary thrill

30 days and counting
a keeper it was official, remember that part?
got fireworks and july
but i got june in my heart

an everyday smile, an 8 am call
a nighttime cap always about back in the days
making up stories we did
just for a laugh, it was the craze

but now your stories are changing
still bullshit at best
but it isn't funny anymore
now look at this mess

shame on your hypocrisy
you know what i'm talking about
i'm eating your shame for dinner
and spitting out the bones of doubt

you lost your balls some where along the way
your manners must be holding hands with them
cause it was my couch you slept on
and my mama's food you feasted on
it was my feelings and time you were impinging on
it was my thoughts and words you were binging on
it was my family pictures you were in on
it was my pop's laugh you were laughing on
it was my man's girl you were chillin' on
it was my heart's beat you were talking on
my life you were sitting in on
and you have no decency to be a man
you have no cohones to look me in the eye and take a stand
for whatever the fuck this shit is all about
give me something, shout it out
cause the shit your claiming is without a doubt bullshit
and even if you keep saying it over and over again
it doesn't make it true

so fine, you quit this crew
cool
just forgot we were still in high school
forgot some people don't know how to walk the walk
even though they can talk a good talk

someday you'll know how you fucked me over on this one
and then the day after that you'll realize how you really only fucked yourself
cause you just got a little closer to being a coward
all i am is a girl who happened to make a new friend
the best way i know how, with honesty, with belief in you
and all you are is an asshole

mm. maybe not entirely. but certainly in this scene
you proved yourself to be a big one
be proud

gnarly fucker