laundry day

not always certain why we do the things we do, the in the moment choices we make, never for certain why or how some have the ability to damage us, make our knees buckle, make a heart calloused. don't know when that sunshine might poke it's little light at us, remind us- it's all good, we're human, we were built to stand in the rain. and dance anyway. willing that damn sun to shine on us.

sometimes i wonder if i chose the people in my life or did they choose me. and how incredibly humbling it is when you see yourself in another person.

it's crazy how the sum total of our entire lives- the bruises, the drunk nights, the stages, the kids, the bills, the parents, the fights, the hugs, the endless monotony of work, the never ending excitement of new--- life. its crazy that the total amount of all them yesterdays brings us perfectly into today.

it's my first day off in awhile.
laundry day.
slowing it all down just for a sec.

thanks for dinner.