on my way out

my fingertips freeze in pregnant thought
afraid of what will become of it's combination of letters
all i'm saying
is that i don't know where to start

so let's start where things usually start and end--
love

so quickly he arrives
and the other goes
with such speed we love dive
and throw our heavy blows

didn't you know that forever is over
didn't you know i would leave someday
didn't you know we were never that clever
didn't you know,
you are in me forever

what sense does it make
none i know
none i say
none i play

bat bat my eyelash
slash slash my heart
say my name
call me kris
say my name
call me kiss

cook me dinner
stamp me a sinner
it's your world
i'm just that one girl

who once had your heart
a long long time ago
a few few months ago
last night
but one day at a time
i fade
i fade
i fade


but you stay
you stay
you stay


you fucking stay
stay
stay
forever