frag ment ed

thought i'd take a moment to type something
pause in my oh so busy doing nothing day
where to begin


currently my fingertips kiss these keys
searching for meditation
solace
a clear mind
been doing yoga lately
bikram at that
been concentrating on nothing
breathing
still and strong
trying at least


remember epiphanies occurring at 3:21 am
hugging tears in the rain?
soul searching on a high school day
booty bumpin old school till dawn?
diner walk outs
premature endings
saying too much
not saying enough?

traveling somewhere far and finding yourself
not moving at all and finding .. yourself


or those so many uncounted nothing days
such a busy body
dancing around earth as if there is something important going on
changing the world in a vote
your diet
eating organic
going to yoga
playing hop scotch catch up with your friends
playing strategy chess games with your emotions
sleeping too much
drinking too much
smoking too much

yeah those days
finding yourself too


guess these tipped fingers have been silent for a minute
unfortunate
wish i had more to say than these fragmented roaming words
but that's all i have today
that's all i am