Sunday, December 24, 2006

christmas eve

having conversations with yesterday
a new day
just by the merest fact of yesterday being this day

and sometimes i'm dissapointed
i'm fucking angry
with all this new
trying on all these new shades of blue
the sky looked so pretty today
and i wore this hue a little differently

reality chips away at these aching eyelids
and pound pound goes this heart
come sit next to me
so i can thank you
thank you for the anger
thank you for the love
for all the shit
and the hits that now mark me
like tattoed incisions across my body
this vessel called arianna
just skin bones and fat
missing ear and all
all that built me
all that i am

and i will stand
to hug
to write
to wish you the merriest of everyday
even when the days may be painted slate blue
fucked and foggy
unclear and painful
open arms
open arms
come hold me awhile
i promise
i'll hold you back

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