one more for the record

i'm a crazy bitch
i'm a writer
i document
my life
your life

i like to experience things
specifically you
i take joy in taking you in
watching you change

i eat your imperfections
i drink your tears
i dance to your laughter
i rock to your song

i believe in shit like that
i'm a cheese
i'd like to think chevre or brie
but sometimes just good old velveeta

i root for intimacy
i cheer for getting personal
i'm all for sharing
i'm all for giving

come to my house and my family will cook you a meal
come into my life and i will wear your heart
because i love
i fear
i scare

i'm just fucking me
i wish i could hold back
i wish i could bite my tongue
not feel
not tell

i live in the now
please don't take me away
be with me
or don't be here at all

for fucks sake
i am a lady!
i document you
you are a stain even when you are not present
but i believe present time is present time

so fucking me i am
downright emotional
and i'm demanding

so throw me out
it's okay
do what you have to do
put it on that oxygen mask
and i will put on mine

sometimes we'll do it together
sometimes it just wasn't meant to be
but please, by all means do it
i don't really exist
i'm just a moment
just one moment documented