... enter the new year

you know what the problem is
i'm not enough
loathing in self doubt
self loss
of days lived and days yet to come

you know what the problem is
i don't make enough money
i don't have enough hope
i can't make sense of it all

you know what the problem is
i'm a selfish bitch
and it takes alot of effort to be that

you know what the problem is
i hurt him real bad
and i will hurt him real bad

you know what the problem is
i have to start over every time
and every time i have to re explain myself
re justify all the fucked up choices
reassess the fucked up consequences

you know what the problem is
i'm chubby
and i don't know what the fuck talent is

you know what the problem is
i don't know how to get to that next level
i don't know how to make everything ok


you know what the problem is
i don't think the mirrors are on my side anymore
and i am losing myself

you know what the problem is
i miss you
and that night over dominoes


you know what the problem is
i am wasting my time here
and i am just waiting to die

you know what the problem is
i am inadequate and can't find a reason to wake up everyday

you know what the problem is
i don't remember who i am
but i can't forget either

you know what the problem is
i'm a shit problem solver
always was
i just bluffed pretty well

you know what the problem is
i can't be anyone else
i'm stuck in this skin, in this body, in this life

you know what the problem is
i find it hard to move on and keep going
i'm giving up a little more and more each day

you know what the problem is
i'm just not sure if there is a point to all of this

you know what the problem is
i write this self destruction faster than i can write love

you know what the problem is
i have no purpose